When morning calls

As everyone knows or dont know, i'm currently in Bristol, UK. Studying at UWE Bristol doing Business administrative. I've already been here for exactly 1 year and 1 day...Hooray %\ Yes I've not yet gone back to Malaysia since I came here but I really do miss my family alot. Yes you too Julia(lil sis) and my dear mum. YES of course you guys as well in Malaysia.. *gosh* and no I've no presents for you guys. Well not yet since I'm not sure when I'll be back but if there are any Requests please do gimme a buzz. The whole time I was here I've met alot of international students. My dear flatmates(bachelor pad 6.2) are amazingly friendly and I do not regret meeting them. They've been a lovely bunch of older brothers.. yeah.. Phil(canadian), Aadil(mauritian), Ahmad&Mahmoud&Kisswani(jordanian), James(china) and Vijay(india)... plus they're all doing masters and i'm the little brother doing bachelors. I will give a brief introduction about them later on when I've time but yes I did have fun living with them but now I've moved outta university accomodation and living with my Malaysian 'kaki's' in a house (david wong, michelle, Cong Jun(cj), and Cong Wei). Bristol is a nice city and perhaps I find Bristol a wonderful place in the UK compared to the others I've been to. Yes Bristol isnt that developed but its a balanced of new and old. The riverside is a nice place to sit and drink coffee or have lunch. Its just so peaceful and breath-taking.

Yes I know this isnt much to say but I'm no story teller and I dont want to bored anyone with my whole boring life story. Just giving the gist of what has happenned..*or what I can think of now* HAHAHA sorry guys... no pictures now cuz I've godamn lazy to find a suitable picture but everyone says I've lost plenty of weight. I think I'm just nice ok.. DUH! Anyhow its exactly 8.05am here and yes I cant sleep. or have not slept since yesterday morning.

Didnt do much today but I guess I can honestly say that I didn't have a good day. Its like I'm experiencing the most miserable time of my life.... its just a feeling but yeah i feel miserable. sigh... there comes a time when you just see things past by so slowly that you can feel every moment passing you by. I felt like I was wasting precious time. Time which I could have used/saved doing something... anything... there wasn't any clear blue sky with patches of clouds which I can just lie on the ground and guess what the clouds are. there was only greyish dark clouds pouring tiny drops of drizzle... its like the world is telling you something, that its not going to be a swell day... but i felt if comforting... i felt as if the world knows that I'm feeling down and trying to comfort me by saying that its ok to be down... its like the world is saying 'i will cry with you'...